All yours (:

Me and you.

2011-02-18T05:23:00.000-08:00

You know, sometimes, there are these things that happen in your life that you're too occupied to post. But anyway, you'll always remember the ones who were with there with you the whole time. For the sea forensics team, thank you for your support ;

AQILLA

JOANNE T.

DIANA B.

PRIYA

ISSAL

TANES

you ppl were my life :)

Users

2011-01-26T04:01:00.000-08:00

You know how annoying it is when you're told to do stuff eventhough you have nothing to do with it ? And no one really gives shit after you've done it.

It's so not, appreciated. Yea, thats childish.

I feel all form1 again.

But i guess these are the feelings in life that you cant avoid.

And you know how depressing it is when you tell me I'm stupid and useless at times ?

I know you didnt really mean it.

Or maybe you did.

I cant control what you say, but i do have feelings, fyi.

While walking to gym room today,

the f3 girls actually hit me and walked off. Like wth right ?

Just because you're so freaking tall doesnt mean you have the

right to just hit someone and walk off.

And some people are just so self-centred that its so freaking

obvious that you need them, and all they see is themselves.

xoxo

Memories

2011-01-07T00:24:00.000-08:00

We met at GB. Like a few years ago. She's the quiet one, but when she starts talking she wont shuddap ;) And she has this huge problem bout my fav colour. Anyway, I think she there now, altho I havent heard from her yet. Hugs and kisses ♥

I'll miss eu ♥

wow.

2010-11-24T05:55:00.000-08:00

I like the way you smile.

I like the way you look at me.

I like the way you finish my sentences.

I like the way you touch my hair.

I like the way you say all right whenever i tell you something.

This feeling is so freaking weird.

I miss my baby.

2010-11-08T02:56:00.000-08:00

Honestly right, I hate my job. You would ask me to quit, but im no quitter. After all the things that I've quitted in my life, I dont wanna screw this one up and be a failure to my parents. Gawsh, I dont even know why Im posting this. Maybe its because Im losing my friends because of my damn job that requires me to work 7days a week. Dont worry, its not that they're not giving me rest days, its just that im saving them for camps. After work, Id be freaking tired because i would work late and just wash up and go to bed. Then the next day I would wake up and go straight to work. Work isnt stressful, but the people there are all malays. Not being racist here * And they smoke and talk like gangsters. Its hard for me to communicate with them without talking like a ganster too since im the only chinese there. And due to being the only chinese, got malay boys kacao lah. I dont wanna stoop to their level. But sometimes its just like, you're influenced. And my parents would constantly worry because id be back from late and going straight to bed skipping dinner. I cant tell them these right ? It would only worry them more. I only get the time to post this and go online today is because im still schooling. Wait til school ends and id have to go back to work. I miss my friends. I miss church. I miss youth. I miss GB. Seriously. I cant even say anything cause my supervisor's on facebook -.- Sometimes when i see my friends during work. Naturally im ashamed of what I do because there I am working, and there they are shopping. Life's not fair baby, it never is.

I wish no one reads this, but at the same time, I wish at least someone does.

Form 4

2010-10-20T05:46:00.001-07:00

SUCKS.

well , will suck. I have no idea what stream to pick.

Arts stream will seem like im disappointing my parents. Because people always say science stream is better, and for like smarter people. No offense to art takers. And obviously , science stream would be hell but at least my parents are okay with that. So, assuming if I do take science, which elective subject would I want to take ? Im stuck with either accounts or literature. I love english but that doesnt mean I'll do anything related to it in the future.

I hate accounts, but people say that it'll be very useful in the future. Its not like I'll be an accountant or anything. But, lets say I'm jobless, so at least I can try being an accountant ?

Every decision you make in life is important.

God help me :'(

strawberry milkshake

2010-09-16T20:16:00.000-07:00

Im getting very tired of blogging ;(

my life so far, hmm..
studying for PMR ;) mummy says ill get a laptop and a blackberry if i get straight A's.
but highly doubt that it'll happen ;)
currently at my aunts place. my uncle and aunt are leaving for china later.
will be going to the pool if it stops raining and maybe hit the gym.

i wanna delete my blog lah. someone tell me how pls :')

mine, yours, ours

2010-08-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

woah, trials over, finally. fuhh !

anyway, long time didnt update my blog dee (:

sometimes in life, we make decisions too quickly, or we act before giving further thoughts bout it, we make empty promises when we're happy, and we say things we dont really mean when we're angry. by looking at my previous posts, i feel foolish. but yet, its how we grow and learn in life, no ? (:

no one's perfect anyway, we all make mistakes. but its okay as long as you learn and ask for forgiveness.

i think im gonna fail my BM paper -.- seriously, i dont get the point of learning BM.

suck. sucker. suckest

2010-08-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

the worst day of my life. ever.

gym. girls brigade

the both things I love most but yet failed to lead em.

I think its pretty unfair to let the members vote who their future leaders should be.

cant the existing committee decide ?

yes, I know I sound like a despo wanting to be a someone.

or maybe I am. but who cares.

I just felt like I deserved it.

the thing is. I feel its so unfair that I wanna curl up in my bed and cry, then die due to starvation.

that'd be fun.

honestly, no offense to any of you wonderful people out there (:

so dont hate me for telling the truth on MY blog (:

go die -.-

narcissism

2010-08-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

i got this from a mag.

loook up this word in the dictionary. it means something like self-obsessed and being so caught up with yourself that it effects your connection with others.

i think most of the ppl nowadays have this problem. no worries, i have the same problem too, but im working on it. wanna know whether you are narcissism ?

1. Do you take post pictures online and hope that people will respond ?

2. Do comments on your twitter / facebook updates affect your mood ?

3. If no one responds to your status on FB do you feel neglected ?

4. Do you keep counting of how many friends you have on FB ?

5. Do you compare the numbers of hits on your blogs with your friends ?

if you answered yes to at least two of the above, hmm ...

dont worry, i answered yes to all of them when i first read it. its not too late to change (:

wanna be so perfect for what -.-

2010-08-07T07:44:00.000-07:00

so tired of trying to be perfect all the time. LOL.

trying.

but then, i try not to dwell on my imperfectness too much.

like in GB, i kena lots of time from gie and my officers one, due to my clumsiness, blurness, slowness and retardedness x)

so tyeah, wanna be so damn perfect for what ? nobody is -.-

sick and tired baby

2010-08-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

who am i ?

whats my character ?

how in the world should i know ?

lets say, there's this girl, lets call her bonnie !

bonnie has been trying to live up to other ppl's expectations since, well, since small.

and lately, she's in her teen's stage, where she messes up often.

and thats when the adults lose confidence and faith in her. she's being trying to be the top girl since she was small. she's not super pretty, not super smart, but just wants to be everyone's fav girl. and now she's losing that, who is she ?

she's been the girl everybody expects her to be that she doesnt know her real self anymore.

so, what the heck should she do now ?

life's hard. living it is harder.

GAH ! bonnie should go to hell.

screwed. up.

2010-07-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

er. yeah. i kinda made someone really really angry today.

by saying things without thinking.

i kinda have this problem, which wilson did mention it to me before, and that is, i speak before thinking.

its a habit and ive been trying to change.

and lately, i havent fought with anyone or got upset. i think its been too long since ive gotten angry. wow, i must be nuts. is it even normal ?

to not get angry for a long period of time ?

yeah, im nuts.

and im wanna say sorry, to you. you know who you are. i have a problem apologising face to face. and if you happen to NOT be reading this. well, i'll say it tmr. or maybe the day after. or maybe next year. yeah, next year sounds like a good idea, since you wont be here anymore.

im nuts.

dont wanna be !

2010-07-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

no longer wanna be controlled,

i wanna control.

no longer wanna be yelled at,

i wanna give orders.

no longer wanna ordered around,

i wanna call the shots.

no longer wanna wait for you to call me,

i wanna do the calling.

no longer wanna wait for you to make decisions,

i wanna make em'.

no longer wanna run around because you told me to,

i wanna make someone else do it.

hah ! like thats gonna happen (:

msskl '10

2010-07-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

competition was yesterday. and im proud to say that as a team, we did our group exercise well.

on the other hand, i screwed up. i did okay for clubs but forgot the ball routine half way the continue balik coz i was too nervous and dumb.

for group exercise, we did so well that our coach was proud and chienmin cried :') so cute lah she.

i got two bronze medals overall, which is totally unexpected. i wanna thank :

crystal gan

for her never ending patience and love for me :')

you cannot imagine how mush she sacrificed for me

chien min

always supporting and encouraging, touched by your tears hunn :)

wei lin

for talking to me last minute, coz i know you hate me, but still had to talk to me.

LOL. well, im glad we're on good terms now.

hong ee

for encouraging and pushing me on always when i feel like giving up

my gor gor

for saying that he's proud of me altho i made stupid mistakes :')

my coach

for preparing us and leading us on (:

my teammates, yue wei & ai ling

for your patience (:

and to those who wished me well.

i heart each and every you said and every hug you gave.

you know who you are (:

sickedy sickky sick !

2010-06-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

im sick.

and competition's this thursday, great (:

anyway, went to my sis's new school today.

observe the conversation below

sis mum

this school's discipline very cha hor. everywhere i go, sure got people say foul words one

haiya, which school dont have student who say bad words one lah.

got. st.mary lor

chehh, they say in english only mah

*speechless*

youguysmakemeproud

2010-06-26T09:00:00.000-07:00

too tired to tell what i did today. and you wont be interested anyway. so ill be posting this for the sake of posting it.

went to gym training from 10am - 4.30 pm. sial right ? my nose bled that time -.- stupid one. it does that whenever my body cant take the overheat. hahah ! i made that up myself, but it does happen tho.

then went home, bathed. and went to our own st.mary school band's concert. i didnt have time to eat, so went to sm to makan with weiwen and zui kok before the concert started. thank you my lovely brother for the mcD x) had a great time with you guys !

then we went back to school. met up with hong ee, mun hoe, alios and kar seng (: the concert was awesome. it wasnt like super super pro. but im sure our st.marians did their best and worked their heart out. so proud of st.marians now :')

it all went well, except for the disturbingly tall ppl infront of me that keep moving their heads -.-

ily st.marians ! (:

Godblessyou (:

2010-06-25T05:20:00.001-07:00

i have a testimony to share ! (:

okay, so it here it goes.

there's this msskl gym competition next thursday. supposingly, i wasn't selected because i didnt attend any of the trainings during the hols. and my coach said, whoever who missed any of the trainings wont be representing the school. i was real disappointed at first, but there's nothing i could do bout it coz my family and youth is much more important. then, amazingly, just a week before the competition, i was told that im selected ( both individual and group exercise ! ). i was real happy coz God answered my prayers. He's always there and He'll make a way where there seems to be no way (: and so, i thank God for the blessing !

and then, real stress lor -.- one week to learn up all the routines. keep making my teammates disappointed. coz im so clumsy and fat -.- but thank God for my darling crystal ! who supported me and encouraged me ! i ♥ you lots hunny ! she's a real blessing. and so, trainings everyday til next thurs. tiring, but im not gonna disappoint God coz he gave me such a great opportunity (: and also lovely darlings who were with me all the way altho im such a failure :')

Romeo & Juliet

2010-06-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

i read the book ! not the shakespeare version lah, tried, but couldn't understand a word -.-

from the simplified version, juliet met romeo at this dance, kissed, and got married the next day. right after they got married, juliet's cousin was killed by romeo. and the on the third day, juliet was told to marry this other guy. hahah. complicated sial. i know (:

on the same night, she fake-suicided. the next day romeo heard bout the news and killed himself too. but it turned out that juliet didnt die, when she woke up, she saw romeo dead then she killed herself. again.

pretty hectic week for juliet huh ?

and she's suppose to be only 13 -.- wow.

ive gotten fat after the hols. even my coach said that. back on diet now (: trying .. to .. resist .. food ><

xoxo !

ahhh.. teachers (:

2010-06-21T06:15:00.000-07:00

first day of school of the 2nd half of the year .. well, sucked. it was boring. it was beyond boring. lets make it super duper extra holy crap (!) boring.

so, tyeah.

i missed my buddies tho. and kit ee was right ( hahah, somehow :p ). we talked ALOT. can stop really. girls will be girls.

and i'd have to get my butt into the studying mode again. my 'rents will kill me if they went to school to take my report card on 3rd july ( crap ! ) so, thats all for now :p

xoxo !

youth sunday

2010-06-19T06:19:00.000-07:00

SGC youth is gonna have our youth sunday tmr.

and im veryyyy excited.

i hope those are sick can get well soon.

those lost their voice can have it back.

those no energy one can do their best tmr.

so, wanna come wanna come ?

you better no miss it (:

TOUR 2

2010-06-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

hey ! hey ! hey !

went to food hunt. was tiring. but fun. too tired to tell you the details. if youve missed it, youve missed it.

then went to makan with girlfriends.

and ohmygosh (!) i saw this ex-classmate of mine at the ktm station ( at least i thought it was him ) and i was too much of a coward to ask him. hahah. so i was like just peeking at him from the back of the line. pathetic. i know. you see, i was this lame kid when i was in primary school. ppl either make fun of me or ignore like im not there. so yeah. it sucks to see someone who might not even notice your existence.

and yeah, someone has to remember to bring me do something. so lets hope that that someone remembers. and that same someone bet that i wont blog today. hah !

new blogskin. new everything.

2010-06-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

heyy ! new blogskin ! nice ? no ? aww, i think it is (: my blog was dead, and now it resurrected !

with a new beginning. okay, so, latest news :

- im quitting gym ( not that you'd really care )

- im studying ( surprise surprise ! )

- im going for food hunt tmr ! ( where ill be seeing my ol' buddies again ! woots ! )

you know what ? i totally need someone who could drive. coz i cant. and its bothering me coz i cant go anywhere further than the park outside my house. ish. hey ! wanna know what my new-blogskin resolutions are ?

- no more emo posts

- no more trashing ppl

- no more boring posts

- more pics !

the hols are killing me. seriously. i know i should be studying and all. but that could wait. until then. ciao (:

ineedrest.

2010-05-23T00:33:00.000-07:00

note : not in a good mood (:

* i've tried sucking up and not being stubborn anymore and even wanted to make peace by acting stupid but the things you say is just. bullshit. my status wasn't even bout you, perasan -.- i shouldnt even care. its wasting my time and energy. pfft.

* sometimes, i just wish i could hide in my room forever and ever with my books. first of all, i know my dad doesnt support me in what i like to do, but that doesnt mean i have to give it up. dont support dont support lah. dont have to say shit bout it. and my mum ? she's okay, but she grumbles alot when it comes to sending me to practices, meetings, and stuff. dont get me wrong, i love them. but sometimes, i get really annoyed.

* you have a passion for it but yet you feel like you're not going anywhere with it anyway ? i love gym. but sometimes, the trainings are tiring. and my coach just wants everything her way. dude, i get tired too kay. so dont yell at me when i already look like i might pass out. gradings and competitions are driving me nuts. and dah lah my parents at home wanna grumble -.- you think im not tired ?

* seriously, i dont know why i joined GB in the first place. my parents ? i love GB alot. but sometimes the ppl there are like -.- and then. pressure. luckily im getting a one month leave. i need rest. i know it doesnt really make a difference to you guys. but it does to me.

* sunday is suppose to be a rest day right ? but why does it feel like another pressuring day ? i dont think theres any difference between weekdays and weekends for me.

if you're reading this, and you think that im saying shit, and you dont agree, there's a small lil 'x' on the top right of your screen. kindly click that and SCRAM (:

another note : this is just what im feeling now. might change in a few mins with the help a cup of hot chocolate drink. what ? woman are emotional creatures (:

enrolment / anniversary ♥

2010-05-18T03:10:00.000-07:00

15 May is a day i'll never forget, and in the future, i'll tell my grandchildren bout it ( if i remember ). too lazy to go over the details, i'll let the pics do the talking (: and if you've missed it, well, too bad :D

one of the reason i heart that day so much is because my darlings and i got promoted (: congratulations to : -

YL Joanne Sek

YL Rebecca Lum

YL Janice Sek

L/C Tam Eugene

L/C Chen Kar Hao

and also my beloved :

Sergeant Tang Kit Ee

( hoho, i now know how to spell his rank :p )

and also :

Cpl Qi Hao

L/C Yew Ming

leng lui's :

Pioneers and YL's of 2nd KL GB

leng zhai's (?) :

the NCO's of 4th KL BB

one of the highlights of the night were the drumline (:

hot sial !

Justin Chen, Hong Ee

Alios ( i think )

yeng right ?

i now take back what i've said bout 4th KL having no leng zhai's (:

you guys make me proud :')

and also there was the brigade band performance and the skit by our 2nd KL GB.

for more pics, facebook ! (:

i thank God for giving me/us this chance (:

like what pastor johnny had said,

united we stand, devided we fall (:

tempted

2010-05-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

i finally handed in my sej project (!) so i dont need to stress bout it anymore and reprinting it again. and then went to sm with pei hui (retard ! ) , and kinda dumped kak la. coz she said she'll balik at 1.30, we thought she was gonna go home at 1.30 but then what she meant was her class ends at 1.30 (!) hahah ! blame pei hui :p ily kak la, sorry ! we went to johnny's tomyam, yuck ! i gotta say, the lalat tomyam's much better (: would never ever go there again. after that we went to the popular to get me some pens. all the stupid pens i bought last time no ink one -.- saw tempted, cannot resist, then bought it (: heheh ! so i kinda finished up this weeks savings. nvm lah, save again lor, its worth it :D and then went back late for drill prac. btw, did i tell you guys that im representing 6th kl team to join the drill competition ? well, yes, i am. although we're not as good as 2nd kl but i believe if we practice hard and do best, nothing is impossible, yes ?

lastly, hugs to those who still loves and cares bout me.

tang hong ee

( taught of cheering me up instantly )

janice sek

( texted me that night itself )

vinosha

( cried when i told her )

aqila

( hugged me, that hug was filled with love, yes ? )

crystal gan

( got my back )

joanne tee

( not abandoning me, and also sharing some of her stuff, ily retard ! )

tang kit ee

( called me and we crapped for an hour plus til me parents complained )

wei wen

( my lovely brother who promised to lemme share stuff with him )

fion

( for that lovely cbox msg )

vivian

( ily too ! thanks alot )

tmr's enrolment ( eeeek ! )

and im happy, coz im smilling (:

sei ngan mui

2010-05-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

translation : four eyed freak (:

last sunday, i went to the shop at sungei wang to get my contacts. then i had to check my eye power or whatever you call that again. and then the optician ( which is very leng zhai one ) told me my power increased alot ! need to change specs and all that. so, basically, i cant see without my specs. eesh -.-

and then i bought a white dress while waiting for the optician to finish up my specs. i took a very long time to pick the perfect one, even the lady started glaring ( you know lah, lala place, ppl there mmg like that one -.- ) then after that we went and got my specs from the leng zhai then left.

traitor

2010-05-09T05:51:00.000-07:00

i always thought you as a friend you know, a good one even. i didnt know friends backstab friends -.- you have a problem bout me, you come talk to me or ask lah. why say shit bout me to my captain ? what ? you get a double promotion when you trash talk me ? or you get a screw-chelsea badge when you do that ? seriously man. i didnt even know im suppose to be in there, and you were just SO NICE to not tell me. instead, you went to my captain and complain bout me. thank GOD my captain asked me before judging, unlike you. im disappointed. seriously.

giving up

2010-05-06T08:07:00.000-07:00

what do you do when you're really tired but yet you still have to spend 3 out of 7 days to go to gym training ? and your coach is always reminding you of your grading and competitions coming up and how little time you have left.

what do you do when you really dont wanna be at band ? when you feel like crap, and no one would even spare a look at you.

what do you do when you're paired to work with someone, and that its just so hard to contact him/her ?

what do you do when you're so frustrated, and your best friend's not talking to you ?

what do you do when you're leading worship for this small event, but you cant find someone to handle your sound system ?

so, what do you do ?

aunty cynthia once said, if you think you cant handle all of it, you'll eventually have to give up something. and i think i will (:

xoxo,

chelsea

barbie

2010-05-02T07:10:00.000-07:00

an update of what i did / what happened ytd and the day before.

went to gie's birthday party, was damn fun. but then what happened next was not. at all. my parents didnt wanna come to fetch me ( i know, like WTH -.- ) then a slept over at joanne's place. thank God i have her (: she's a real darling. i liked her place, and she took real care of me. seriously. and then the next day went for music advance, dont really wanna tell how awesome it was. then went for band, not exactly the place i wanna be. and then went to midvalley with aunty cynthia and xin chi (: had lotsa fun, and i just found out aunty cynthai is a fan of justin bieber ( HAHAHAHA ! ) and then makan-ed at madam kwan's then went to toys r us ! best outing ever (: love you guys to bits !

i ♥ joanne sek (: and also xinchi cheong.

xoxo,

chelsea (:

2010-04-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

yawwww !

i slept at 10.30 ytd. but still felt like crap in the morning. but good news is, i only felt sleepy during my last period. now my KH teacher's gonna hate me too :((((

im trying (: i actually studied a whole f3 history chapter you know. improving :D

recent updates :

- enrolment service ( eeeek ! )

- gymnaestrada ( in june ! )

- grading ( sept ! )

- mid term ( soon ! )

- pmr ( screw you -.- )

anyway, im trying my best to change my routine from sleeping 12am every night to 1o.30 so that i wont get sleepy in class (:

hahahahahahahahahah ! i knowww (:

but what to do , kan budak cemerlang ? :D

dont judge me

2010-04-26T00:13:00.000-07:00

heyyy ! i wanna congratulate my bro for finally not being single again :D its not that being single is bad or anything, coz im single, and im awesome, so if im awesome and single, being single must be awesome. i know. sam pat (:

tough week. i actually enjoyed teaching the youth ( well, 3 of them ) dancing ytd (: was funnn ! but then, more problems are coming. deng deng deng deng ! enrolment is two weeks later. and yes, doom.

you live with a smile, you still live with a frown. lets live life with a purpose and quit looking back aight (:

sorry !

2010-04-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

im seriously gonna sleep early from tonight onwards. or else ill be sleeping through geo again. anyway, cross country this sat.yay ! not. the only reason im going is because i wanna lose weight. wish me luck ! (:

random news :

- im officially 151 now ! yay (: 1cm taller ! heheh !

- im still depressed

- i wanna go for merentas desa

- ive gone more flexible during gym today. hahah, magically (:

xoxo

chelsea !

eeshh

2010-04-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

today was not a fairytale. it was like living hell.

we had geo, teacher came, with her usual babbling, and then i forgot to bring me exercise book and she yelled at me like a murdered her husband. and fyi, many other ppl also forgot kay. then, i fell asleep ( heheh ) and then she had to scold me before she leaves. yeshhhh, dah lah she took half of the period which doesnt belong to her -.- so technically, i wasn't sleeping during her class. she stole my bm teacher's class.

i hate geo. i hate the teacher who teaches geo. and i hate everything that involves bm -.-

i ♥ pn judy ! my eng teacher, coz i love the sub she teaches, or maybe its because the subject she teaches so i love her. oh, whatever lah.

and then after a whole torturing day of studying, i went for koko. thanks alot for my beloved geo teacher aka our koko teacher thinggy. she locked us all in -.-

at GB, we had this session bout beautifying yourself or something like that kot. we were told to write what we like and dislike bout ourselves. and this is my list (:

what i like bout myself (:

- my eyes

- my face

- my smile ( mei yen forced me to write this )

what i dislike bout myself :(

- my personality

- my talkativeness

- my weight

- my height

- my thighs

- my body

- my selfishness

- my cheerfulness

- everything bout myself

- MYSELF (:

i think i have this problem which idk what to call it. but i cant seem to get rid of it. its annoying and disturbing and mostly depressing =/ urgh, help me !

love ?

2010-04-13T00:08:00.000-07:00

ive been reading books these days. not revision books. or text books. but fiction.

the one thing bout these books (the books that i read) is that they are mostly stories which are touching, sappy ( sad and happy , learned it from evangelin today, hahah ) and unreal. i mean yeah, like

- i love you for just who you are -

i doubt any human could do that. like seriously ? you love every single thing bout your partner including their weaknesses and bad ... stuff ?

- all i wanted to do is just be with you -

oh come on ! get a life. i know its sweet and everything, but seriously ?

okay okay. i'd better stop before ya'll start throwing stones at me.

i feel fat.

eesh.

how ?

2010-04-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

its feels good to know whats happening, but its frustrating if you know everything.

i can understand that you guys are having fun with other groups, and i too, know that you guys dont like the way you've been treated. but you guys were there when we started, you cant just leave. im sure you feel heavy hearted to leave too right ? then why cant we just solve this out together than keep it all to yourself and gain nothing out of it ?

and to the rest, you guys probably dont know whats happening. and i think as a youth group, we're pretty insensitive, dont you think ? and again, if you have a problem, come find someone to talk to and solve it instead of keeping it to yourself.

i really hope you would reconsider to come back (: we need you.

2010-04-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

weeeee ~

celebrated my birthday with my love ones today (:

and then, nothing much lah.

those who promised me present hor, better remember :D

sometimes right, when you expect that someone to wish you right,

that someone wont wish you one ler,

dont know that someone forgot or what lah.

anyway, love the peeps who celebrated my birthday ! ( and sof's too! )

happy birthday sof darling (:

formspring.me

2010-04-04T08:29:00.001-07:00

ask me if you dare (: http://formspring.me/chelsoon

2010-03-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

screw textbooks

screw intervention

screw pmr

screw school

2010-03-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

ta da !

my late late pics

better late then never right :p

they're all randomly placed :D

our masterpiece !

girls commiting themselves to the Lord

group picture (:

quiet time (:

drill (: gie's serious face. heheh !

some game i think :D

something we need present.

and cam-whoring all the way !

love you peeps (:

xoxo,

chelsea !

2010-03-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey !

back from camp (:

the camp wasn't really awesome, coz i slept throughout most of the sessions :p

but the ppl was definitely A.W.E.S.O.M.E !

pics up soon !

i wanna share something !

well, its my blog right ? of course i can

pastor trifina ( still dont know how to spell her name ) came and talked for our theme talk thinggy, then she said something that i agree so much that i kept nodding :D

' girls are very sensitive, and we very easily invest love into relationships ( friendships etc ), and then we tend to get hurt very easily '

so true !

xoxo,

chelsea

2010-03-13T06:46:00.001-08:00

hey you !

you know what ?

i just wrote like one page of my diary.

and then i gave up. hahah (:

todays sat, went to GB.

you know what ?

GB is not really GB anymore.

its just weird right now being there.

i suppose this is what mag said when she quit ?

to move on ?

i dont know.

should i ?

i double dont know.

going for this GB camp tmr,

wont be blogging for the next 4 days.

blogging is officially much better than diary-ing :D

2010-03-12T05:18:00.000-08:00

i just found out that sofea and i share the same birthday.

but then different year lah.

but who cares ?

awesome people are always born on the same day (:

and we're gonna celebrate it together !

finally, someone to celebrate my birthday with :')

2010-03-12T05:11:00.000-08:00

hey sayangs !

good news good news (:

im writing my own diary now. heheheheheh :D

so that means i wont be blogging very often now, unless there is very very urgent stuff (:

lots happened these few days, but then malas wanna blog bout it lah.

but its all written in my diary, and hell no (!) im gonna let you read my diary.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH (:

2010-03-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

results for cheerleading

PLAYNE

PRING

POPE

MCNEIL

in love with cheerleading now (:

xoxo,

chelsea

sports day

2010-03-06T04:08:00.000-08:00

WOOTS !

congrats PLAYNE, you guys really deserve it, you all mmg hebat (:

but still, PRING's the best coz we got second yaww !

we managed to pull it off although our routine was simple, and we had dificulties along the way (:

hugs and kisses to kak la and the team ♥

2010-03-04T07:12:00.000-08:00

everything just went wrong today !

i twisted my arm while doing a walkover during our full dress rehearsal this morning.

then went and scan x-ray and the doc said tissue swollen or something like that.

the thing is, it'll take days to heal.

lets all pray that it'll heal before this sat kay.

practiced so hard taw :(

and lets hope the painkillers are strong enough (:

God loves you (:

xoxo,

chelsea

2010-03-03T05:56:00.000-08:00

pringians,

when we yell pring,

you say spirit,

PRING !

SPIRIT !

PRING !

SPIRIT !

so come on crowd,

we're number one,

the word is out,

lets shout.

had pring cheer practice today. like ytd, and the day before, and the day before before.

superb tired.

and now need to memorize cheers =/

dont get me wrong, i love pring sgt sgt :D

2010-03-02T02:00:00.000-08:00

march is gonna be awesome.

i can feel it (:

im gonna fix things in march.

pring house's gonna win in march.

im gonna be a better person starting from march.

i will let God lead me starting from march and the rest of my life (:

xoxo,

chelsea

2010-03-02T01:55:00.000-08:00

i cannot tahan dee lar !

i wanna apologize to someone,

i dont think he'll read it,

but i still wanna post it anyway,

who knows ?

anyway, i know sometimes i'm stupid and stubborn ( okay, maybe all the time ) and always says stupid stuff without considering other peoples feelings. but then, you never get angry at me right ? forgive me :( pls ?

2010-03-01T04:31:00.000-08:00

very frustrated :(

i think my emo-ness is affecting ppl. my friends are constantly asking me :

" eh, why you emo ? "

*speechless*

seriously lotsa things to frustrate about =/

haih, GOD, help me, PLS :'(

2010-02-24T06:16:00.000-08:00

9 more days til SPORTS DAY

SHOOT ME

2010-02-22T06:35:00.000-08:00

loving someone means you'll have to accept who he/she is,

which involves her good and bad sides.

so dont you say you love someone if you cant love him/her completely.

and now, im proud to say that

I LOVE YOU (:

xoxo,

chelsea (:

2010-02-22T06:22:00.000-08:00

I WANT . . .

a haircut

my diet plan to work

to be anorexic

more friends

more time

new shoes

my house cheer to win on sports day

more money

people to care more about other people

my big family to have peace

more sushi

all my closest people around me. it makes me feel safe (:

i want you (:

busy busy

2010-02-16T07:49:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey people !

how ya doing out there ?

yeah, i know, the weather's real hot :(

busy collecting red packets and visiting your friends eh ?

* yes, i do notice that im kinda talking to myself here *

so, the purpose if this post is to wish me dear dear awesome brother

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

i think he thinks that i forgot his birthday (: LOL

anyway. ily gor (: you're the best brother i could very have (:

xoxo,

chelsea

cheer

2010-02-10T04:52:00.000-08:00

there are lots of cheer practices these few weeks. coz sports day's coming. and i sangat sangat tired :( so usually when i come back from practice, and ACCIDENTLY fall asleep, my mum will go : since you're so tired, i dont think you should be joining so many activities, i dont think you can cope with it, and you blah blah blah blah blah..

HAIYOR ! so tired of all of this. and you know what ?!?!

today i switched positions with my base. so im currently the base and my ex-base is the flyer. and then when we were lifting her, i wasnt strong enough, she lost balance, and FELL.

i know i know, im so stupid, so now she has a bengkak leg, and she's limping. poor girl. stupid me. isnt there anything in the whole wide world that i wont do wrong ?

weird / scary / short conversation

2010-02-08T05:57:00.000-08:00

this stranger guy me

hey, how are you ?

er, good

can i be your boyfriend ?

er .. no ?

just kidding

LOL (:

xoxo,

chelsea

being a kite =)

2010-02-07T01:08:00.000-08:00

yeah i know, it probably sounds stupid to you. like : 'pffft, why in the world does she wanna be a kite for ? '

lemme break it down for you. because, the more wind you encounter the higher you fly. get it ? it makes sense now huh ?

i've gotta admit, bad things will never stop happening, ( and im sure youre tired of all the emo posts ) so, yeah, no more of that.

i realised ive stopped blogging for awhile. lemme update you bloggie !

okay, i went shopping last week, bought two really cute shirts and a pair of skinny jeans. woots ! but now i think ive got too many jeans already =/ anyway, the more the merrier, right ? :p

and the malls were having sales like crazy. i also went to sungei wang, aka -lala place-, and i made a mental note to myself that i'd never go there without my friends again. buying stuff there so stress :( LOL !

and then, im not going back to hometown this year, its not like i want to anyway, melacca super HOT, especially CNY, doesnt really relate right ?

BUT, i will be going out with my friends, i think , to watch VALENTINES DAY. and, oh, which reminds me, i'd be alone on valentines day. well, not if i hang out with my girlfriends.

okay okay. should stop crapping (:

xoxo !

chelsea

get back up

2010-01-25T06:23:00.000-08:00

it hurts,

and its hard,

to get back up,

but i know,

there's someone up there,

to pull me out of this,

and help me to continue the journey.

i've got friends,

who cares,

who loves,

who provides hugs.

who's there when i need em',

i've got YOU (:

so easy to slip and fall,

so hard to get back up,

but with Your guidance,

and with your encouragement,

i wont give up,

i'll keep trying.

weak,

fragile,

small,

but you'll never crush me (:

thank you (:

hard times

2010-01-15T03:39:00.000-08:00

i've once again abandoned my blog. and i apologize to whoever out there who cares bout the existance of this blog.

anyway,

something bad happened to me few days ago,

and it was really troubling me til i wasn't paying attention in class,

and always emo-ing around my friends,

until they finally cant take my emo-ness anymore,

and so i told them,

they gave me the courage to face the problem of mine.

im not gonna tell what it is here.

but i wanna THANK all my LOVE ONES.

for being there when i most needed you to !

you know who you are,

and may GOD bless you all greatly :)

well, im not gonna blame myself anymore for this, what happened really broke my heart. so the conclusion i have for myself is : i've tried my best, its not my problem that you cant accept who i am, coz GOD made me, and you cant do nothing to change that.

JUST BUCK UP AND CARRY ON WITH LIFE CHELSEA OON !

anyway,

just wanna let you know,

i accept you for who you are,

where you are,

where you're from,

you can hate me for all the reasons you can find in this world,

but trust me,

i will still LOVE you without a reason :)

little things (:

2010-01-04T06:18:00.000-08:00

well, i'm just gonna post a lil bout my first day of school today. well, basically, it was boring :p and then i've been coughing for the whole day and sneezing, and i sound like a dying cat when i talk. so, yeah, my first day was ruined because i was sick !

anyway, back to topic (:

LITTLE THINGS

little things that happen to me each day might not mean

anything to you, but it means a lot to me (:

a text msg from hong ee ..

a 'good night' from wilson ..

a 'take care' from kit ee

an 'i miss you' from tee ..

a hug from diana ..

a joke to cheer me up from vinosha ..

a kiss from my sister ..

sometimes even a fight with mun hoe ..

a sleepover with mag ..

a girl-to-girl talk with eunice ..

a sweet comment from someone that barely notices me ..

a smile from my juniors ..

an 'are you okay' from nick ..

all these lil things means a lot to me.

so if you don't think i care about you, think again sweetie (:

xoxo,

chelsea (:

goodbye sweet hols, hellooo challenging 2010 !

2009-12-28T04:13:00.000-08:00

okay, ive gotta admit, this year's holiday really changed me alot man.

first, i went to indonasia, then YLPT, then DYC, then AFC, then VBS, after that was the christmas party organized by the SGC youth.

to speak the truth, i very lazy wanna blog. i wanna delete my blog, what do ya'll think ?

anyway, this year, i know who my real friends, and who arent. and i just wanna thank God for blessing with all these wonderful people who loves me out there, and i just love them sooo much ! and i wanna thank God for giving an opportunity to meet new ppl, to face new challenges i've never encountered, to learn stuff (the hard way), to train me, and to mold me. i know whatever situation God put me in, its for my own good. and i just wanna say that whenever you feel you're the suckest person on earth, or the loneliest person on this planet, there's always our BIG DADDY up there watching over you and protecting you. He's always there for you :p

xoxo,

chelsea

All For Christ Bootcamp

2009-12-15T22:49:00.000-08:00

okay, AFC bootcamp was AWESOME !

i seriously DID NOT regret going at all (:

just a rough summary of what we did there :

had lots and lots and lots of dance trainings ( which was superb awesome ! )
went out to the homes and malls to perform and also to spend time with ppl in the homes. ( it was a really good experience for me ! )
met new friends ! because i was totally / completely lost when i first got there

it was seriously an awesome camp, i can find words to describe it. UNSPEAKABLE JOY (:

here are some pics. but there are a whole lot more in FB (:

after makeup, i know i look blur. heheh

anyway, the eye shadow reminds you of paddle pop huh ? :p

BENROY , JON TAN , ZECH , NICK KAM , JON YAP , ZI AN ,

YEE WEI , JOE ONG and ME in the middle

LOL, okay, this was taken because i bising that i havent taken any pic with them yet,

and then i get to sit on them ( the throne ) :p

LI NAR

my BFF during camp, and still is (:

LI NAR , CHELSEA , MING HUI

ming hui : the kid that never stops asking why and also cant sleep

permanently at one position, must roll here roll there one :p

JONATHAN TAN

my fav b-boy (: i know he looks gay-ish, but trust me, if you ever

had a chance to see him dance, you'll faint (: DAMN YENG !

JIA MIN , LI NAR , ME

posing (:

THE GIRLS (:

throughout this camp, i went through ups and downs and these were the people who were there for me, you guys will be the best memories i'll ever have. see you guys soon (: or maybe this sunday :p

GOSH, i just miss you guys so much !

xoxo,

chelsea

dyc camp !

2009-12-03T04:13:00.000-08:00

hey peeps, i just came back from this camp. and this camp really changed my life man.

throughout this camp, i learned lots of stuff, met new ppl, and also experienced some serious stuff i havent encountered before.

this camp mmg yeng la :p

i seriously <3>

every girl from my dorm (although you guys were really noisy)
jeffri, bryan yong, joel tan, suet meng, wilson, jason goh, malcolm chin, eugene tam, gabriel wong, mag ngai, ezra, ezekiel (for being there for me, and backing me up, <3>
faci(s) : matthew ( my favorite faci, and also my kinda-sorta group leader ), jamie ( my life guard ), and all the faci(s) la kay :)
all the camp members who didnt cause trouble and lemme had a great time <3

matthew, me favorite faci :p

but sometimes, he annoys the crap out of me.

somehow, i still <3

my life guard, she's always there when i drown in the pool.

maybe its because she's the one drowning me.

LOL <3

him again :p

a very small group picture in the girls dorm before leaving

<3>

AFC camp is this coming sunday, i'll be there for 9 days :) miss me ppl :p coz ill surely miss you !

YLPT

2009-11-25T04:06:00.000-08:00

okay okay.

no pictures.

no sleep. (okay, got la, but only a few hours)

the food sucks.

drill was er.... okay la ( dont wanna offend anyone )

and joanne is a serial molester. ( im serious )

end of post :p

good night and God bless <3

chanel (:

2009-11-18T05:35:00.000-08:00

okay okay, so i abandoned my blog for like decades, and thats because i went to bandung, indonasia (: i know i know, pretty cool huh ? LOL

i bought 3 bags and tons of clothes. pretty cool clothes. lemme tell you a lil bout the trip kay kay !
for the first and second day we shopped, shopped and shopped. and this is seriously what i call shop til you drop (:
btw, did i mention the food there sucks ? the only thing i didnt regret eating is the sandwich my mom ordered in the plane -.-
oh, and their indonasian language is pretty cool. im sure its like malay, but it sounded more like japanese. so, i seriously dont understand what the salesgirls say most of the time. if they're lucky, they only have to repeat twice :p

i didnt take pictures ): too busy shopping. didnt go anywhere special also la.

xoxo,

chelsea

class party

2009-11-13T02:26:00.000-08:00

okay, we had class party two days ago, then we (me and my girlfies ) went to pizza hut then selayang mall. we made so much noise i think the manager og pizza hut wanted to kick us out. but anyway, who cares ? st.marians are meant to be loud :p

let the pictures to the talking :p

my friends at school :p

buddies (:

my gang (:

my cupcake from temi :p sweeeeet !

theres more actually, but lazy la. go look for it in facebook (:

take care and God bless !

it's long, but PLS READ IT (:

2009-11-04T02:44:00.000-08:00

im SORRY for abandoning my blog for like decades ! ill write a long one today, pls read. ive been busy and really tired lately ( my eyebags can prove that ), and i know that you guys think those are just excuses, and i should be a responsible blogger, right ? :p

okay, today we had this school leavers service after our Hari Ko-Ko, and pastor Trifina ( i think her name is spelled like that ) came and shared her testimony and also to preach ? ( i dont know whats the right word :p )
i heard her speak twice, and twice her testimony touched me. and twice, i cried.
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today ive heard testimonies from 4 ppl ( 3 students + pastor Trifina ). they were all very touching. the messes in their life were many many times worst than mine. and i respect them for sharing it with the whole school.

i wanna share a lil' something here with you guys.
WE SIN
well, basically, everyone sins, everyone messes up, everyone has their own mess to worry about.
but, do not ever ever forgot that GOD FORGIVES <3 align="right">HE created us, HE loves us, HE cares for us.
you might think you're going through the hardest time of your life, but trust me,

GOD KNOWS, GOD CARES

so, dont waste anymore time of yours wondering who in the world loves you or cares for you.
because the person who created this world LOVES you. what can be more important than that ?

so, ADMIT, BELIEVE and CONFESS before its too late ppl (:
start a new life with God (:

TO ME FRIENDS :
if you guys are reading this, i just wanna tell you that im sorry for whatever i did that made you guys abandon me. but, i just hope that you guys will forgive me and that we can be BFF's again (:
( tags : SGC members, SGC youth, st.marians (especially my classmates), brigades )

the world doesnt revolve around me

2009-10-26T02:32:00.000-07:00

i realized i was being real selfish nowadays by thinking how ppl treated / are treating me instead of caring for ppl that i love who are in worst conditions.

so, i've decided that i better stick with what ive got ( my friends and family who loves me ) than moaning bout ppl who doesnt give a damn bout me.

so, from now onwards, ill be there for my love ones if you need me kay (:

and also thank you for being there for me whenever i need you guys (:

*you know who you are*

God bless and take care

ill be the happy me instead the emo one,

ill be there when you need me ppl (:

you know how to reach me :p

SGC YOUTH

2009-10-14T03:11:00.000-07:00

dont know why i decided to write this, maybe its just that i love my youth too much :p

stephanie chin chu yee

- a really great leader with a really kind heart. seriously, i dont like it when she scolds or nags. but i'll just have to deal with it la, coz the bible said there are some ppl who are meant to be great leaders and there are some who are meant to be faithful followers. its a real blessing from God to the youth for sending stephanie here to lead us.

wilson chin sze jet

- a really kind hearted and friendly guy. his jokes are lame, but they can make ppl laugh, i dont know how, but it just works like that. sometimes/most of the time, during the nights that i cant sleep, he'll accompany me by texting till i fall asleep. he's a really good friend that i cant lose.

malcolm chin sze hern

- a really quiet kid. i dont know him well, but he's a good boy la. he never involves himself in arguments ( sometimes, i really hope he does), he's just too shy i guess. but he has always been there doing backstage stuff without us really noticing and he doesnt even complain about it.

eunice jalin

- a soon-to-be leader. she leads well, ppl listen to her. she's talented, she plays the guitar and the piano. she listens when i need someone to talk to and gives advice whenever i need em. there was once when i was scheduled to be psalmist that week, and she was my partner, she never critisized how bad i was, instead she continued to encourage. oh ya! did i tell you she's a really great singer too ?

ezra jalin

- my rocking drummer ! i like his style (: he's always there to cheer things up when the everyone seems to be so down. and i have to admit his passion in serving is real awesome ! just hope that i can spend more time to learn more about serving with him.

ezekiel jalin

- he's quiet too, but but but, he's an awesome guitarist/basist (whichever however whatever). he's always been supporting us through his silent actions. no one ever realizes that he's always there even though he doesnt have to. God sent him here, with us, for a special purpose.

goh suet meng

- she ar, hmm, lets just say if you're alone with her for a period time you'll adore her ! she's not super duper talkative, but if you guys spend time together, she'll be able to talk about almost whatever you want. GENG and YENG !

cheong xin chi

- describe her in 1 word : AWESOME !

she's real cool, she talks alot (stuff that actually make sense compared to me). and she's the peace-maker. she'll listen to your secrets and never let em spill. she's a person you can count on. always.

madeline ngai guo qing

- talented in drawing, piano-ing, knitting, baking (only if im around :D ) she likes to SS bout herself and her talents. LOL. she wont let ppl beat her one, she must be the first in everything (well, except football, basketball, trumpet, dark-ness etc etc). she reads alot, makes much more sense than me. and, lastly, i have to admit, SHE'S MATURER THAN ME -.-

ngai qi hao

- LCD guy, always with laptop, and also there whenever we need him. he's also like the backstage guy that wont reveal himself much to the congregation one. but we all know that he's important (:

eugene tam

- cute, small, short ( but still cute ) and active. he'll try his best to come whenever he's needed (which is like most of the time) even when he doesnt have transport and need to be there early and wait for us. he wont complain and stuff but he'll jsut be there for us. he's a really great sai lou to me la :D

tang hong ee

- a really great friend that makes me feel important all the time. we share secrets and stories. and tell each other almost everything ! he listens whenever i wanna talk and gives advice whenever i need em. he encouraged me alot and he's really important to me (:

tang kit ee

- my super great gor gor which loves me. and i love him too. okay, he's sometimes blur and stuff but he's still awesome. he, too, listens to me but i only tell him stuff thats important coz he's real busy and stuff. and he's 'good' prefect :p oh, he's good at basketball, drawing ( he drew me something once :p ), and leading ( NCO in bb or something like that).

stressed up =[

2009-10-12T03:15:00.000-07:00

its EXAM month ! AGAIN !

and this time, i think im gonna fail seni =[
ive been up very late lately, my eye bags are so dang obvious !

zits are visiting again !

(due to the stress im having -.- )

tmr's f2 holiday :p

and im going jogging ! yay me !

if i can even wake up that early la (:

LOL

ITS SEJARAH THIS WEDNESDAY !

URGH !

God bless you guys (:

take care !

10 quick tips to keep fit

2009-10-09T00:50:00.000-07:00

this month im getting fatter and fatter, so i google-ed up something bout keeping fit and hope that it might help you too, if you really need it and not as desperate as i am la (:

1. Walk/jog for 30 minutes at least 3 times per week to boost your metabolism in order to burn that fat. (im planing to start when holidays starts, after exam, got plenty of time)

2. Eat a small handful of almonds (at least 6) every morning. Almonds are one of the healthiest snacks you can eat and the protein is good for burning fat. (mm (: maybe ill try that too)

3. Purchase a Pilates DVD and do the exercises at least 2-3 times per week. Pilates works on toning your entire body with concentration on your powerhouse (middle section) and will improve your flexibility. (i got go for gym what, so this one x need la)

4. Add fiber to your diet and cut down your intake of the bad carbs. Foods such as white bread, pastas, potatoes, and white rice should be limited. Eat brown rice and whole wheat bread instead. To get that needed fiber increase your intake of fresh fruits and vegetables. (cut down on those stuff no problem, but im not going to take veggie ! ever ! )

5. Drink skim milk instead of whole milk. Keep your dairy intake at a minimum because these products often cause bloating and gas. (i dont drink milk, it stinks)

6. Perform proper crunches at least 3 times a week to train your abs. Avoid sit-ups because they really do very little to firm your stomach. Sit-ups work your hip flexors more than anything else. (hmm, will try )

7. Drink plenty of water. You should be drinking 6 to 8 glasses per day. Not only will it help fill you up so you eat less, but it aids in digestion. (try la try la)

8. Stop eating within 3 hours of bedtime. If you have to munch on something, eat a small portion of vegetables or fruit. Not eating late can make a huge difference.

9. Eat smaller meals more often instead of 2-3 big meals per day to keep from having that bloated look and feeling. Eating more meals actually kicks up your metabolism.

10. Take a break from healthy eating once in a while and treat yourself to your favorite dessert. If you completely deprive yourself of the foods you love you'll run the risk of going back to your bad eating habits. Moderation is the key.

take care and God bless (:

medals (:

2009-10-06T21:21:00.001-07:00

this is something from me beloved gor gor (:

he's real good at drawing !

not bad huh ? i love it !

- mag, if youre reading this, dont get jealous :) -

and these are my medals from grading, its not that good, but at least i tried my best and got something (:

this is my first time going for grading and also first time getting medals (: hope it wont be the last la :p

thats all for today (:

God bless you guys !

mooncake festival !

2009-10-06T20:49:00.000-07:00

we (the mustard seed home fellowship) celebrated mooncake festival in our church on friday night (:

this is yang yang ( one of our HF member )

he's meditating, i think :p

the kids playing at the monkey bar (:

my kai ma and my sisters (:

me (: havent played with lanterns since i was . . . . six ?

yang and sherilyn playing with candles

im really proud to announce that the Mustard Seed HF has 11 kids and 10 adults (:

KIDS ROCK !

God bless you guys !

COMPETITION & CLASSIFICATION

2009-09-27T06:32:00.000-07:00

well, ppl, today started and ended with joy, dissapointment ( for some other ppl ) and happiness.

for me, it was 100% joy and happiness, although i was freaking out when it was about my turn, but still, i got 3 MEDALS (: all thanks to those who supported me, you know who you are :p

i didnt get to take any pictures leerrr ! was too busy (: and tired (: after everything, went back home, bathed ( the gel on my hair was really irritating ). and went to had dinner straight away, too hungry :D

God bless (:

2 more days

2009-09-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

only 2 more days till my GRADING. and yes, im real scared. not to say im not ready, but just, not mentally ready. i think i could pee infront of the judges when i see them -.-

what am i gonna do ? what am i gonna do ?

run into the middle of the road and get hit by a truck ?

starve myself to death ?

FACE IT, CHELSEA. YOU'RE DOOMED !

God bless you guys (:

TAYLOR SWIFT

2009-09-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

taylor's real pretty (: admit it !

how can someone be so hot and pretty and elegant at the same time ?

gosh ! ily taylor ♥

2009-09-13T04:48:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder : DO ALL CHRISTIANS GET TO GO TO HEAVEN ?

and the answer that i've got today is : YES.
christians get themselves a place in the LIFE book, BUT , sometimes, some ppl, they accept CHRIST, but they continue living their sinful lifes, causing their name in the LIFE book to slowly disappear. well, so, it basically means, NO NAME, NO HEAVEN.
then after, we leave this earth, we can only either go to HELL or HEAVEN.

there are different christians on earth :
1 -
people who think they can repeat their mistakes again and again AND AGAIN just by repenting and repenting AND REPENTING. oh come on, you cant keep repenting after you did something wrong, AND THEN DO IT AGAIN ?

2 -
like ive said, ppl choose to believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, but continue living their sinful lifes, WHATS THE DIFFERENCE MAN ?

3 -
ppl who are really commited into doing missionary work, according to the bible, they'll be clothed with white cloth in heaven :) with ppl (maybe even Jesus) telling them : YOU RAN A GOOD RACE, GREAT JOB ! *with a pat on the back*

well, i personally choose number 3 , im working my way to it :)
GOD BLESS YOU GUYS !

2009-09-07T01:48:00.000-07:00

ive got nothing to blog about, i do actually, alot. but lazy. ill just start with saturday then.

after GB, during percussion practise, er, it kinda sucked, NOT because i didnt enjoy it, but because everyone was really really tired and moody, and hot-tempered. its pretty scary being the only girl around hot-tempered guys. im not gonna mention why were ppl being so hot-tempered HERE. coz it might offend ppl. [ P.S. HONG EE, you did great, no worries ]

and so, sunday was EVEN tiring coz i didnt sleep early saturday night. then there's YF, i was doing sharing, and ppl were not paying attention ( i dont blame them, i know they were really hungry. ) then thanks to WILSON (ahem . . ) that they all finally decided to keep quiet and pay attention :D

that's all la, too lazy :p

lets celebrate !

2009-09-03T03:24:00.000-07:00

i just got my best friend back, thanks to the previous post (:

i didnt know that she actually reads my blogg ! im really really super duper happy right now :D

well, it was a misunderstanding actually. im glad everything had been sorted out, but there are still some lil thing thats bothering.

thanks for the friends who gave me encouragement (:

after reading my blog, she claims that i should have talk to her !

and i was like : i thought you didnt wanna talk to me ?

SO, yeah, its a misunderstanding =D

yeah, i know, i sound like a kid and stuff,

but. whatever man ! i dont care !

God bless and take care ♥

friends

2009-09-02T00:03:00.000-07:00

this post is about friends.

wait, not friendS, but friend actually. we've not been talking bout like a few months already and i feel bad, real bad. everytime i see her in school, its like i owe her something.
she's a girl which is really hard to understand, she's fun, cool and also has a really strong personality.
since then (the day we stopped talking to each other), i dont know what she's thinking anymore. and everytime she updates her facebook status about some girl she hates, automatically i'll think that its me she's talking bout. am i thinking too much ? or this is the reality that i have to face ?

sometimes, ppl ask me : why are you skipping school ? why do you dislike going to school ?
well, its not the school that i hate, its a really awesome school, but i just dont know how to face the ppl in it.

i dont know when will we start talking to each other again, i bet she doesnt too. but God knows. He will make a way (:

HAPPY MERDEKA !

2009-08-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

woah.. i have lots to blog bout since i havent update my bloggy for like 2 or 3 days.

a simple summary of what happened

SAT

went to gym, hurt my leg badly while doin a cartwheel. my leg hit a super sharp bench like thinggy, so now its swollen and theres a wound there. IM LIMPING !

went to gb, limping, and we did some very fun, cute, and unexplainable thing.

SUN

went to church, then we (the youth) went to watch the SOUNDS OF THE SILENT DREAMS. it was performed by the deaf and mute ppl. it was a great and amazing show (: the spirit that they have is just so unbelievable and so encouraging. then we went back to church to meet my family and then we (my family) went to my kai ma's place, and aunty Joe helped me to clean my wound with SANITIZER ! she said its suppose to clean the wound. it stung my wound badly and i cried !

and then i slept over at kai ma's place cuz i didnt wanna go home =p

TODAY - MON

woke up bout 11, brushed, ate, then watched tv til my mum came, we went to have lunch with UNCLE DANIEL and AUNTY JESSIE (congratulations! aunty Jessie's pregnant!), then we went shopping (yes, with me limping) and i bought a pair of skinny jeans :D then me and mummy went home. OH! i almost forgot it was HARI MERDEKA today ! HAPPY MERDEKA everyone !

btw, im not going to school tmr (:

the very fun, cute and explainable thing (: this is mine, cute right ? LOL

God bless and take care kay !

2009-08-28T00:48:00.000-07:00

well, my holidays were boring.

just a quick update what ill be doing for the rest of my holidays

tonight - practise

saturday - gym training, band, girls brigade, sleepover at mag's place

sunday - foundation class, church service, practise for church ann, go for Sounds of the Silent Dreams !

THATS ALL =D

just another random picture

oh ya ! went to VIVIAN NG's blog the other day, and its actually amazing to see her change from an ordinary girl ( no offence ) to a really pwetty pwincess (like her )!

i wonder when can i be as pwetty as her ?

God bless,

chelsea

cameron !

2009-08-24T06:56:00.000-07:00

hey guys ! just came back from cameron, had tons of fun !

day 1 -

reached there bout 1.30pm after a 3-4 hours journey drive. was DARN bored in the car.

then followed by uncle david soo (church member ) and family.

then uncle patrick and family came. after everyone unpacked and settled down, the adults talked bout boring adult stuff when the kids were boredly glued to the tv.

btw, did i mention the weather there is super duper cold ? yes ! it is. i have no idea how ppl there bath. then, we had steamboat for dinner and went to the night market after that =D then we (the kids) went to bed quite late (bout 12 ) coz we were busy crazying xp

day 2 -

woke up bout 8++ and had breakfast. i smelled breakfast, thats why i woke up, heh !

it was nasi lemak + fried chicken + milo. not bad though. and again, it was freezing !

then we went to the church there, met elucia, audrey and joshua. quite a small church, and most of them are visitors. after that we went for lunch (roti canai), bought mashmollows and went to the butterfly garden which animals there scared me. gabriel, my bro and sis were chasing me with butterflies == then we went over to audreys place.

after that, we split into 2 cars, one was going back, the other was going to buy some stuff for tonights bbq!

i went home, bathed, ( YES ! it was VERY cold ), then they were back. i hid under sarah's blanket while the kids eyes were glued to the laptop. then i dont know how time passed, it was time for dinner ! thanks to uncle patrick, we had really nice hotdogs and chicken wings (=

after that, we (the kids) roasted mashmallows =p then i followed some adults to the night market, again ! to get more mashmallows and strawberries! oh ya! it was also the first time i ate strawberry chocolates! they were nice !

day3 -

slept woth sarah on the couch last night and shared her cozy blanket, the woke up because of breakfast again. this time, we had eggs and hotdogs ! then we (the kids) went to explore the big house we stayed in, came back, changed, then uncle patrick prayed, then we went our separate ways. uncle patrick and uncle davids family went to pluck strawberries while my family went to do more shopping ! we had lunch at rosalane, then started our journey back to KL ~

helloooo holidays !

2009-08-21T00:43:00.000-07:00

well, im officially going for a trip with my family tomorrow with my parents.
i dont know why, but im sooo excited! maybe its because ill get to see audrey, joshua, and also elucia ! (:
this is gonna be fun ! ill be back by monday ! see you =D

+ . . [ . . MY LOVE ONES . . ] . . +

2009-08-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

if youre name's in it, that means youre loved !(its just someting random i chose to do today because i was toooo bored, enjoy! )

+ [ . . SGC YOUTH . . ]+

stephanie - the woman who's sometimes fierce but always lovely and caring =D

madeline - she's talented!

ngai qi hao - the backstage guy =p

cheong xin chi - the awesome gurl who rawks!

cheong lik mun - the greatest pillow ever!

wilson chin - always providing entertainment

goh suet meng - the lovely gurl who's always so encouraging :)

eunice jalin - the amazing chick that has the potential of a good leader

ezra jalin - the talented musician!

ezekiel jalin - the quiet but always supporting, rocking musician!

matthew - he's hard on the outside but real nice in the inside

eugene - cute lil' guy with an amazing spirit

charisa hoon - awesome looking chick who's always there when i need her!

malclom chin - small boy with a serving heart, keep it up!

+ [ . . st.marians . . ] +

jaswenraaj - noisy gurl, talking is the only common thing we share =D

vinosha - great friend ! BFF !

vicky - the fierce and ONLY moniter that can control 2A

artisha tan - your personality amazes me, man!

esther lian - our school captain, short, but loud (:

diana buxton - some things happened, but i stil like her :)

arati - the rawking moniter of 2M! ily!

aina - always saying lame jokes bout me ==

hui san - drama queen =D in a good way though

weng see - quiet but blur asist. moniter of 2A xD

gaya low - sweet, cute and crazy chick

K.chien min - this tall, sweet gurl knows me well to be my sis =p

huey lin - my awesomeeee squad leader !

joanne tee - the crazy and fun cheerleader that cheers me up all the time =)

may chia - my sweeeeet kai jie !

tamil - tough, but always caring (:

alia - the cheerleader who rawks the dance floor (:

meen dee - the best gymnast ive ever seen

yi xin - tall ballerina with a sweet face !

temisha - her entertainment brightens my day (=

+ [ . . SLS peeps . . ] +

daniel wong - awesome, funny guy!

jessica wong - real sweeet soon-to-be mum!

michelle kirsten tai - awesome big sis of mine !

joe - mean, bad, cruel and weird are the words to describe him best !

brandon lau - supeeer, duperrr tall guy with great acting skills!

nicholas lau - super fairrr guy!

keith yoong - sweeet guy with spikey hair, like the hair, man!

bridget shiu - amazing gurl with the great piano skills !

benedict shiu - cool, emo guy that still treats me like a kid

+ [ . . brigades . . ] +

captain pui yee - the very fierce, but cute captain of 2nd KL

officer anita - 2nd KL's 'ah ma'

officer see kay - the goofy and always encouraging officer

officer priscilla - one of our awesome-st officerofficer

lydia - the rawking and funny officer

officer suet ling - the soft but sometimes fierce one

onn gie - the crazy and noisy twin of mine (=

joanne sek - the one who loves to bully me

janice sek - the quiet, but smat one =p

jennifer - the prettaayyy one (=

poh yen - the always-hunchback one

sook ching - the short but super duper noisy one!

wan shen - the very skinny but went for ns one

vanessa - our very very very tall 'sa jie'

rebecca - the one who cant seem to shut up

tham mun hoe - the funny, weird, sometimes emo guy (=

tang kit ee - the good looking, tall, dark brother of mine. *he rocks!*

tang hong ee - a very very very good friend of mine (=

samuel lum - the tall SBU guy with too much knowledge in his brain

william tang - the one who jokes and talk alot if you really know him (=

chow jing chiao - quiet but kind-hearted =p

HOLIDAYS !

2009-08-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

errr.. i dont know what to blog about since my life's so boring nowadays.
hmm (= ill start with what im going to do for the next few days =D

wednesday - school ( no choice unless i get H1N1)
thurday - school
friday - school. (we'll be celebrating merdeka or something like that. not much of studying i think)
saturday - gym (morning) TRIP TO CAMERON! (after gym!)
sunday - still at cameron, will be attending uncle larry and aunty grace's (ex-SGC members) church, and i hope ill get to hang out with audrey and joshua!
monday - will be coming back! =(
tuesday til monday - nothing planned yet! whoever wants to bring me out, book me !

i guess thats all =D im really looking forward to the strawberry ice-creams waiting for in cameron =p
cameron (strawberry ice-cream), get ready, coz im COMING!

EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE FINE ~

2009-08-13T08:31:00.000-07:00

like xin chi said, everythings gonna fall into place (=
so, ill just have to chillax and leave everthing to God!
and now, some things are actually going quite well, like my gym routines are starting to stick in my brain, and getting all excited for drill camp and stuff.

yeah, you can say that : chelsea's going nuts !
and i totally agree. i was never normal anyway =D

im crazy and abnormal (= and im unique too !
ive gtg. peace ppl ! and love each other ! like how Jesus loved you guys (=

happy birthday DADDY!

2009-08-12T06:52:00.000-07:00

todays my dad's birthday. ate cake. and did normal stuff like usual coz my dad's the who-cares-bout-birthdays kinda guy. but we had cake! so it doesnt really matter ~
and everything's back to normal. except that the fact that gym grading (its something like piano grading, like you go grade 1 to grade 2, but this is rhythmic gymnastics) is comin, and its a real big pressure.
i have plenty of time now, dunno what to do, i dont wanna study. and the extra time only makes me think more bout the pressure im having. *SIGH*
what to do ? im a kid, and thats what kids do, worry, worry and worry bout their future.
well, thats how life is. we're just gonna live everyday with a smile =D

SATURDAY

2009-08-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

saturday :
i went for gym at 10am, ended 3 hours later. went for band and then GB, drilled like crazy!
then went to have dinner with my cousins and thier bf's. we ate crabs! and man, their boyfriends are good in eating crabs.
then we went to THE CURVE. it was flooded with ppl, we went there quite late, ppl were actually leaving.
and when we got there, the only source of our entertainment were closed! thier bf's were so scared and panicked, afraid there's nothing to entertain us, the kids ( me and my siblings) with.
then, my cousin suggested lecka-lecka, went there, closed ==ll
then we ended up in McD's cousin's bf bought ice-creams, coz ice-creams are the only thing kids (us) like. ive got mcflurry and theyve got something. then we went home, DAMN tired, bathed, brushed, and slept.

today (sunday) :
very very moody, very very sleepy. went to church, practised drama for church ann.
went to kai ma's place, aunty joe baked cake, family went to bukit jalil park or something to walk.
i stayed home and slept, when i woke up, it was dark already! suddenly remembering i have sivik folio i have to finish and pass up tmr, i asked my parents whether we can go home, they said they ordered pizza.
pizza came! ate really slowly, then went back, finished my folio and now blogging =D

IM DOOMED

2009-08-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

im doomed ! im doomed ! im doomed !
ive got 3 folio's to work on and im not done yet !
my deadlines are here and i am sooo doomed !
gosh, i feel like crying right now ( as if teacher will delay the deadline for the sake of my tears)

how ? how ? how ?
urghh! IM DOOMED ppl, DOOMED !

GIRL SCHOOL

2009-08-06T02:35:00.000-07:00

*SIGH*
i have to admit, being in a girl school might be fun and cool, especially in st.mary.
but sometimes girls are just sensitive and emotional (=
it doesn't really matter much to me though, i just love all my friends there, they're so funny and hot =P

well, since i have nothing much to blog about today, i'll just share a lil' bout st.mary (=
st.mary's an awesome (!) school with strict rules (TOO strict sometimes),
with loving and caring students studying there,
its almost perfect place to study in!

okaayy, maybe im exaggerating a lil', there's no perfect school, st.mary's just close to perfect, but not yet.

we have girls who still scold 4-letter words, which i got it once before.
and also girls who likes breaking the rules.
st.marians cant seem to shut up! we talk like ALL THE TIME.
and we have really fierce teachers! ( i think their job is to shut us up)

but somehow, most of us wants to make st.mary our second home (=
especially my class, 2A (perasan), we work really well together fighting for every competition held in st.mary. our achievements as bellow:-
- choral speaking first (junior)
- BM drama second
- got 4/5 times 'cleanest class'
well, thats all i think (=

as a conclusion, 2A rocks and st.mary's the best!

*mag, forget bout what he/she said, coz not everyone likes everyone, cheer up and smile!*

IM HAPPY (=

2009-08-05T00:28:00.000-07:00

i dont know why, but i just feel like myself again, the happy me =)
and now, the world seems like a happier, nicer, warmer place to be in. everything seems just perfect!
i have my friends (although not all of them),
i have my family,
i have my strawberry flavoured ice-cream (!),
i have my life back!

many teachers didnt come in to class today, wonder what happened to them. hope they dont get back so soon though (= my life's a bliss right now!
cant wait to see my other buddies this coming weekend!
oh ya! my bro (kit ee) and vinosha are falling sick! hope they get better soon yeah!

and to those out there maybe suffering from something, feelin moody or sad, cheer up! the Lord's always wit you wherever you go. Be happy because someone out there and also the one up there in heaven loves you! but most of all, I LOVE YOU. so do me a favour by being happy and just smile, because your smile makes me smile (=

BORED

2009-08-04T06:54:00.000-07:00

yeah, im bored!
life's just so boring some times. especially now!
there's not much homework (yay! but also not good) and i hate it when my mum asks me to go study.

so, a brief summary of what i did today.
when to school, almost slept in class (again!) , maybe i should try sleeping early tonight.
then everything went well (but absolutely boring) , and oh! hui san cried today because she was having stomach pain, sad to see her crying so bitterly =(
and then KH we did some not-so-boring stuff, something to do with drawing and architecture =p
and i went for GB meeting (6th KL) which was so darn fun! we played games while bible-studying and my team got last =D but who cares? i had fun!

then there were annoucements bout camps, YLPT's coming in october, exciting i hope (=
and that was roughly what i did today (=

gonna sleep early, and i hope that my gor will get better soon! *hugs*
good night!

SCHOOL

2009-08-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

today was boring, like usual. i was really sleepy, i dont know why. felt like sleeping the whole day.
i didnt talk much today, maybe its because i didnt feel like talking or maybe im just sleepy. i think i'll be more energetic tomorrow (=

drill camp coming soon! ~nervous~
and we're still practising our butts off.

i came home early today, too boring, so i did some chores at home. which made me look like goody goody gurl. then feeling very sleepy now, and i think its because of the work i did today ==

i'll talk more about tomorrow tomorrow kay! nights (=

CHURCH 50th ANNIVERSARY !

2009-08-02T06:34:00.000-07:00

st. gabriels 50th anniversary's coming soon ppl=)
and the youth's presenting a drama, i know, its so cool right?

yesturday yesturday yesturday . . .
well, i skipped gym for the day and went to church about 1, then we had our GBID (Girls Brigade International Day Of Prayer), after that we had drill practice, which was tiring, hard, and hot. we were practising for our drill camp btw (=

then we went to Uncle Pak's house because he had house warming, i dont know why he needs to warm his house when we've already been to his house for so many times already. i didnt talk much there because there were lots of yummy food.
after that, i slept over at mag's place and watched 'august rush', fantastic movie! and also a comedy which has something to do with ping pong that i slept half through the movie.

and here comes sunday, i went to foundation class in the morning at 9am! it was interesting, not as boring as i expected. then i had 'lo mai kai' and milo ice for breakfast and had yf after sevice. then, we discussed bout our performance for church ann. thats all (=

ITS YOUR LOST =P

2009-07-31T09:13:00.000-07:00

well, im now awake from my fantasies and back to the real, CRUEL world. FRIENDS are :
-people you depend on
-people you love
-people who doesnt ABANDON you when you're in need
-people who loves you
-people who actually listens to you before accusing you and spitting dirty words at you

i now know that not everyone likes everyone! so maybe im in your 'i dont like you' list. but im not gonna let myself fall into that big hole of yours and ruin my own life, like i said 'IM STRONG'.
say whatever you like man, i dont care!
its your lost if you dont wanna be my friend =)
i know there's people out there who still loves me, and i love them too!

IM STRONG (=

2009-07-30T01:58:00.000-07:00

well, not physically but spiritually (: i'll get to that later.
but first, a simple summary of what i did today.
due to the lack sleep last night, coz i was busy doing geography project, i ter-slept during science today. and then, thanks to emi, i woke up with a loud 'boom' from her ==

now, this is the part that broke my heart.
i seriously cannot understand why best friends can just stab you in the back just like an enemy, without even bothering whether it might hurt other ppl's feelings.
i have no idea what made them dislike (hate) me soo much. and i think they're probably having a group named 'anti-chelsea'. thank God i still have 'some' good friends here, like vinosha (: she was there when i ALMOST cried.
at this moment, when there are projects, homeworks, and exams coming, i just kept repeating to myself that ' im strong, im strong, and i have to stay strong for the ones who still loves me, i CANNOT collapse now'.
and i have no idea why people are stabbing me with thousands of knives right now. maybe they dont like me coz im ugly? or maybe they dont like me bcoz i talk alot? i dont know, am i really that annoying? it hurts whenever i see them treating me like a good friend when they actually hate me in the inside. and i have no idea how to treat them like nothing happened. i just dont want them to feel bad about hating me, i rather that they'll just say that they hate me.
i promised myself that i wont cry, especially infront of my love ones, ESPECIALLY not them, i cannot let them know that im a failure.

I MUST STAY STRONG!

HOMEWORK! PROJECT! FOLIO!

2009-07-29T01:14:00.000-07:00

im pretty stressed out now =(
my life's pretty messed up too. but luckily i still have my friends =D

i have gym (gymnastics class) this saturday again. i know its good and it'll help me improve and stuff, but im just too lazy. i'll still have to go anyway. competition's in september!

and the 2nd kl GB is going to the drill camp next two weeks (: pretty excited, but also not really that excited coz our drill ain't that good yet. and we still have to practice our butt's off to even stand a chance to win.

soon enough, i'll have to STUDY for finals.. urghhh... thinking bout it makes me sick! waiting for a miracle to happen. maybe someone in my school gets H1N1 or something like that so dont we dont have to take finals ==
so currently, this blog's still very boring. wait till something exciting happens and i promise i'll post it right away (:

MEGAN FOX WAS A GUY !

2009-07-28T05:45:00.000-07:00

usually science is VERY VERY SUPER DUPER boring! but, ,today teacher talked bout football, then, she somehow talked about lesbians and gays (: and diana said that megan fox is a guy! at least WAS a guy..
gross, how can someone soooo hot(!) be a guy?!?!

this morning, diana was like soo scarily fierce, i have no idea why, but after i gave her my love letter, she was all so loving and sweet again. weird machine ==