Me and you.

You know, sometimes, there are these things that happen in your life that you're too occupied to post. But anyway, you'll always remember the ones who were with there with you the whole time. For the sea forensics team, thank you for your support ;

AQILLA

JOANNE T.

DIANA B.

PRIYA

ISSAL

TANES

you ppl were my life :)

Users

You know how annoying it is when you're told to do stuff eventhough you have nothing to do with it ? And no one really gives shit after you've done it.

It's so not, appreciated. Yea, thats childish.

I feel all form1 again.

But i guess these are the feelings in life that you cant avoid.

And you know how depressing it is when you tell me I'm stupid and useless at times ?

I know you didnt really mean it.

Or maybe you did.

I cant control what you say, but i do have feelings, fyi.

While walking to gym room today,

the f3 girls actually hit me and walked off. Like wth right ?

Just because you're so freaking tall doesnt mean you have the

right to just hit someone and walk off.

And some people are just so self-centred that its so freaking

obvious that you need them, and all they see is themselves.

xoxo

Memories

We met at GB. Like a few years ago. She's the quiet one, but when she starts talking she wont shuddap ;) And she has this huge problem bout my fav colour. Anyway, I think she there now, altho I havent heard from her yet. Hugs and kisses ♥

I'll miss eu ♥

wow.

I like the way you smile.

I like the way you look at me.

I like the way you finish my sentences.

I like the way you touch my hair.

I like the way you say all right whenever i tell you something.

This feeling is so freaking weird.

I miss my baby.

Honestly right, I hate my job. You would ask me to quit, but im no quitter. After all the things that I've quitted in my life, I dont wanna screw this one up and be a failure to my parents. Gawsh, I dont even know why Im posting this. Maybe its because Im losing my friends because of my damn job that requires me to work 7days a week. Dont worry, its not that they're not giving me rest days, its just that im saving them for camps. After work, Id be freaking tired because i would work late and just wash up and go to bed. Then the next day I would wake up and go straight to work. Work isnt stressful, but the people there are all malays. Not being racist here * And they smoke and talk like gangsters. Its hard for me to communicate with them without talking like a ganster too since im the only chinese there. And due to being the only chinese, got malay boys kacao lah. I dont wanna stoop to their level. But sometimes its just like, you're influenced. And my parents would constantly worry because id be back from late and going straight to bed skipping dinner. I cant tell them these right ? It would only worry them more. I only get the time to post this and go online today is because im still schooling. Wait til school ends and id have to go back to work. I miss my friends. I miss church. I miss youth. I miss GB. Seriously. I cant even say anything cause my supervisor's on facebook -.- Sometimes when i see my friends during work. Naturally im ashamed of what I do because there I am working, and there they are shopping. Life's not fair baby, it never is.

I wish no one reads this, but at the same time, I wish at least someone does.

Form 4

SUCKS.

well , will suck. I have no idea what stream to pick.

Arts stream will seem like im disappointing my parents. Because people always say science stream is better, and for like smarter people. No offense to art takers. And obviously , science stream would be hell but at least my parents are okay with that. So, assuming if I do take science, which elective subject would I want to take ? Im stuck with either accounts or literature. I love english but that doesnt mean I'll do anything related to it in the future.

I hate accounts, but people say that it'll be very useful in the future. Its not like I'll be an accountant or anything. But, lets say I'm jobless, so at least I can try being an accountant ?

Every decision you make in life is important.

God help me :'(

strawberry milkshake

Im getting very tired of blogging ;(

my life so far, hmm..
studying for PMR ;) mummy says ill get a laptop and a blackberry if i get straight A's.
but highly doubt that it'll happen ;)
currently at my aunts place. my uncle and aunt are leaving for china later.
will be going to the pool if it stops raining and maybe hit the gym.

i wanna delete my blog lah. someone tell me how pls :')

mine, yours, ours

woah, trials over, finally. fuhh !

anyway, long time didnt update my blog dee (:

sometimes in life, we make decisions too quickly, or we act before giving further thoughts bout it, we make empty promises when we're happy, and we say things we dont really mean when we're angry. by looking at my previous posts, i feel foolish. but yet, its how we grow and learn in life, no ? (:

no one's perfect anyway, we all make mistakes. but its okay as long as you learn and ask for forgiveness.

i think im gonna fail my BM paper -.- seriously, i dont get the point of learning BM.

suck. sucker. suckest

the worst day of my life. ever.

gym. girls brigade

the both things I love most but yet failed to lead em.

I think its pretty unfair to let the members vote who their future leaders should be.

cant the existing committee decide ?

yes, I know I sound like a despo wanting to be a someone.

or maybe I am. but who cares.

I just felt like I deserved it.

the thing is. I feel its so unfair that I wanna curl up in my bed and cry, then die due to starvation.

that'd be fun.

honestly, no offense to any of you wonderful people out there (:

so dont hate me for telling the truth on MY blog (:

go die -.-